A fun-filled, pain-filled Christmas

I hope everyone reading this had a lovely Christmas!! I really did, it was so chilled and I'm still enjoying having time off work. I stayed in bed more or less flat out for the first few days of the holidays. I really needed a good chance to rest and let my body catch up and recover from how much I've been pushing it recently. It did me good and I had a really good couple of days. I managed to get all my Christmas shopping done using minimal amounts of energy and was enjoying catching up on some knitting again and I installed the sims back onto my laptop (which obviously I had to play for about 8 hours straight). My resting was going really well until Wednesday. I woke up already feeling groggy and not my best, had some eggs for breakfast and about half an hour later I started throwing up and couldn't move from the bathroom because I was gagging and retching and just feeling awful. It drained every ounce of energy I had and I felt terrible. I was home alone and a bit worried because I was so poorly and I knew I couldn't carry on like that, my body was in excruciating pain due to the exertion of being sick and two doses of tramadol later I decided enough was enough. I dragged myself down to the pharmacy and asked for help. No luck. Because of my health problems I was told I needed prescription strength meds to stop me being sick so I had to book an emergency appointment. It was with a different doctor, who of course was clueless about my condition. After a long time of trying to explain that I was vomiting a lot and my body was not able to cope with it. Eventually he gave me the prescription that the pharmacist had suggested in the first place and I went and picked it up. Within the hour, my sickness stopped and I was sat on the sofa eating a chocolate snowman. It was a miracle! Nausea is common in my illness anyway but I'm rarely actually sick from it.

The next day I was very sore from the stress my poor body had been through but back to a normal level. Luckily as it was Christmas Eve! Adam got home from work and we popped into town before coming home and making a chocolate house. Then we went to his mum's for the evening. We came home and got a good night's sleep ready for the festivities the next day. Adam was working Christmas Day so I actually spent the morning by myself. If you'd told me two years ago I'd spend Christmas morning alone I'd have been devastated but it was lovely to be able to relax and chill by myself for the morning so that I could really enjoy the afternoon and evening. It sounds strange but socialising is completely exhausting. I find it quite difficult at times so it was important for me to get in as much rest as I could.

Our chocolate house.

We opened our presents before we went to Adam's mum's house again and I was really pleased with the day trip to London that has been planned for February! On Boxing Day we drove down to Essex and have been here since. We are staying here until the 2nd January as we are going to see the fireworks in London for New Year! I'm sure I'll suffer horrific payback afterwards but I'm looking forward to it.

Boxing Day.

I was feeling pretty exhausted and in a bit of pain when I woke up on Sunday (27th) but we got up, went downstairs and made some salmon and eggs on toast. It was so yummy but within half an hour again, I felt AWFUL. I threw up a couple of times again and it wiped me out completely. This is the third time this has happened now within half an hour of eating eggs so we have had to assume that at the moment, I can't eat eggs. It happened when I first got sick with wheat and dairy so it's not exactly a huge shock and I'm hoping that if I steer clear then I won't have any more of these horrific days.

We have had a lovely few days, went sale shopping yesterday which has set me back slightly but it was nice. We all got some nice bits but shopping really isn't for me anymore! I'm in a bit more pain again today and completely exhausted. I feel like I've got a bit of a cold coming on as well which isn't ideal and is affecting my sleep.

Today, my mum's friend sent her a link advertising 'Fibrolief'. It's a herbal product with many different natural ingredients that have been proven to help with chronic fatigue and fibromyalgia. I looked into it and found that it's only available in America but a lot of the ingredients are ones available in Holland and Barrett. After looking into all the different products, we took a trip down there and have come out with a lot of them to try. Anything is worth a try and I'm running out of ideas. I'm still waiting to hear back about physiotherapy and whether I need to see a rheumatologist and the pain isn't getting any better so I'm willing to try anything. Especially herbal things as they surely can't do any harm right!? They were quite expensive but if they make me feel even slightly better than it is worth every penny. I've forgotten what it's like to feel healthy and normal so I want to try everything I can to get back to that.

All my purchases from Holland and Barrett!

 I'm feeling pretty rubbish today and need lots more rest to get ready for New Year. I hope everyone has a good one whatever you do!! xxxx